Nov 6, 2008

Just A Thought for the Day

Loving someone doesn't depend on the number of stuffs that you had given or how much you've spent. It is how much you really love that person. If you are counting how much and how many, then think twice, it mustn't be love but foolishness...

Oct 23, 2008

To All Incoming Filipino Nurses!

***Just got this nice message from a fellow nurse. I don't actually know him, but his message is the reality of Filipino nurses' condition. We all know that that when we say Nurse, most people who are not in this profession would definitely think that we are rich or soon be to rich. But they are all wrong, it would take a long process and a lot of time and effort before we could reach that or worse, we would not be able to become successful. As they say, nursing is not just a profession, but also a vocation because we need to be devoted to our profession. We need to learn on how to love our patients... and not self interest. This is the truth, most nurses have taken this profession because most of us think that when we graduate and pass all the needed exams we would be able to go abroad (esp. US) and earn big. But unfortunately, most nurses are suffering because they cannot even find a job in their own country, including me. I must admit that before I enrolled for nursing, I was so confused with what to take as my course. And there goes my mom and sister who was nagging me to take nursing because it is in demand abroad. According to them, I would get work easily. Okay, since I didn't know which course to take, I took this course without even knowing if I was emotionally and physically ready. I got tempted with the possible salary that I might get. But now, I am just a volunteer nurse in a government hospital. There was a time that I wanted to give up. There was a time that I wanted to study again. Part of me wanted to stay with my profession and another part of me wanted to give up and take another path. So for those who are still planning to take nursing, think twice. Nursing if for those who really love this profession and not because of what and how much we are going to have... peace out...

Kung may time pa para mg iba kayo ng course...mag iba na kau...
Kung hindi nio tlga gusto ang nursing...wag na kau mgsayang ng pera at panahon
Kung ikaw na paloko loko lang sa pag-aaral ng nursing... maawa ka nman sa pghihirap ng ngpapaaral sau
Pero kung tulad ko ikaw na nsa puso ang "caring profession"... papanindigan mo ito at handa kang danasin ang lahat ng paghihirap sa propesyong ito...
Nung ngaaral pa ko, hindi sumagi sa isip ko na magiging ganito pala kahirap ang takbo ng buhay pagka graduate...sa totoo lang hindi ganun kasaya nung grumaduate ako, dahil iniisip ko ang Board exam
>kylngan makumpleto ang cases at mapapirmahan
>kylangan maifile mo sa prc
(na isinumpa ko tlga sa sarili ko na hindi ko na ddanasin ang hirap ng pagaaply for bord exam)
>kylangan mong mgreview at pghandaan ang bord exam
Tpos ano?...pg dating ng bord exam... ni wla pa sa 1/4 ng pngaralan nio nung review ang lalabas sa bord. Na dapat tlga, mganda ang nging foundation mo nung ngaaral ka pa...
Tpos ano?...na paghihintayin kau ng halos 2 buwan para malaman kung pasa o bagsak ka! PRAISE GOD kung pasado, pero kung bagsak...eh maiicipan mu tlgang mgsuicide nalng dahil sa kahihiyan sa mga taong nakapalibot sau...
Tpos ano?...pagnakapasa ka...aun!
>pipila ka n nman ng pgkahaba haba sa prc para makuha ung grade mo
>mgpapafile ka nman para makapg oath taking ka
>mghhntay ka ng 1 buwan para irelease ung certification of passing and rating mo
>mghihintay ka ng 3 buwan para irelease ang license mo! (ang pinagsunugan mo ng kilay sa pgaaral) pero ung iba (nakasurvive lang sa pangongopya)haha!
Tpos ano? akala nio makakahanap agad kau ng work sa hospital??? manigas ka! tumirik man mata mo, hnd pa tpos ang pghihirap...
Kung mag-aaply ka na...
>DAPAT MAY BACKER KA!!! (no. 1 rule yan!)
>kylangan mo ng experience not less than 2 months
>advantage ang 80 above ang bord rating (hahaha! praise God pasok ako sa banga!)
>advantage ang nkpag IVT training ka na (na sandamakmak na namang pghihirap ang iyong dadanasin)
>na minsan dapat 21 years old ka na kasi ung iba d tumatnggap kapg 20 yrs old lng
>at eto, get used to this! putek, hindi mo na kylngan pumnta ng HR department para mgsubmit ng resume, dahil sa guard p lng, malalaman mo na na FREEZE HIRING!!!
OH!!!!!!!!! anu??? kaya pa??? huh mga nursing students na soon to be magiging RN este dpat URN (UNEMPLOYED REGISTERED NURSE!!!)
Malakas kutob ko, sa 1,800 plus na pumasa sa skul kong bonggang bongga kamahal ang tuition,
65% ang ngtatrabaho sa call center (na sa 100 plus na 'CUM LAUDE' eh bka lahat un call center agents na)swerte kung makapasok ka dahil kadalasan 'black listed' ang nursing graduate sa call center! (e kung sila kaya i black listed sa hospital!) haha
20% ang nagtatrabaho bilang Med Rep, Med transcriptionist, clerk, pati sales boy and sales lady, maging crew sa fastfood chains
10% nlang cguro ang tlgang ngeefort ng bonggang bongga para lang mkapagwork sa hospital (to think 9% dun ay laht volunteer pa lang, meaning, wala pang sweldo!!!)
5% aun apply to the max ng NCLEX, CGFNS, IELTS (na sandamukal uling pghihirap)
Oh anu kapatid? kaya pa??? akala nio ba madali ang pinasok ntin pare pareho???huh! Hindi ko kau dinidiscourage, pero ito ay isa lamang katotohanan sa likod ng PINAKAMABANGONG PROPESYON SA BUONG MUNDO!!! (TAE NG YAN!)
Kaya kayo dyan, super goodluck tlga to the highest level! kung sino man makakabasa nito at mgiging ganito ang dadanasin, hahaha! i tell you, hnd nio ko makakalimutan! hahahaha!!!
---->>>ang nagiisang elitista, GINO BYRON V. AGUILAR, URN!!! hahahaha!!

Oct 17, 2008

I Heart Glads Sandals

I so love to wear gladiator sandals but I cannot find glads sandals that look like these. I don't like the flat ones since I'm petite, I want the ones with heels so I can increase my height just a little bit.





But there's an exception, if the sandals look like these then it's okay to be flat. I like colorful flat glads. They're so cute to look at.

Anyway, can anybody help me where can I buy gladiator sandals with heels?

Oct 12, 2008

Our New Civic


My family has been dreaming of buying a brand new car especially when we didn't have a car yet. We never expected that we would be able to afford to buy one someday and now here it is our new CIVIC. For me, this is truly a blessing from God. We didn't pray for it... it just came. I thank God for all of the blessings that we have eventhough He alwyas gives us the trials that we thought we wouldn't be able to overcome.

Oct 8, 2008

Sometimes, Kids Look Funny When They Cry



I just saw these pictures of my BF's nieces, and I couldn't stop to laugh while looking at them. They're so funny and cute on their picture. I love toddlers especially when they do funny things like this.

Quotable Quotes

I am tryin' to correct my life...

Tryin' to fit everything right...

Tryin' not to be wrong again...
But I always remember:

That bein' wrong sometimes...

Makes me a better person...

Oct 3, 2008

Something About Me

Got tagged by Sis Joanne Ü

::START::
1. Add your blog/s to the list. Feel free to add all your other blogs. It’s okay if you only post these questions in one blog as long as you answer them.
2. Get back to ME and I’ll add your blogs to the master’s list HERE {Note that you are not ALLOWED to change this links and make sure to leave the exact URL.}
3. Copy from Start to End.
4. Tag as many friends online you know. But you don’t need to be tagged in order to join.

Who played along:1. Music of my Heart 2.
Me and Mine 3. Creative in Me 4. For the LOVE of Food 5. Little Peanut 6. Pea in a Pod 7. It’s Where the HEART Is 8. Around the World 9. Quicker8 10. Eds Mommy Life 11. My Precious Niche 12. Just Me.. Eds 13. Princess Vien 14. In The Spirit of Dance 15. A Pocketful of Happiness 16. 1 Twelve St. 17. Shopaholic Ties the Knot 18. A Reality Bite 19. me, Myself and I 20. My So Called Life 21. Your Blog Here


Questions and Answers:
1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4. Ooooopppsssss... There's no book on my my desk right now, sorry.

2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first? my electricfan

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV? None

4. WITHOUT LOOKING, guess what time it is - 4:00 pm

5. Now look at the clock, what is the actual time? 4:55 pm

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear? my lovebirds are chirping

7. When did you last step outside? what were you doing? i just went outside to see our dogs.

8. Before you came to this website, what did you look at? girltalk Ü

9. What are you wearing? yellow lacoste blouse and shorts

10. Did you dream last night? Nope

11. When did you last laugh? just a while a go when I saw this man slide on the jeepney... i'm so bad but he was a good sport though...

12. What is on the walls of the room you are in? none

13. Seen anything weird lately? nope

14. What do you think of this quiz? so so

15. What is the last movie you saw? I forgot the title, the actor was Rod Schneider

16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first? pay my debts, buy a house and lot, my own car, gadgets and invest my own business... a lot of firsts actually...

17. Tell me something about you that I don’t know: I am schizophrenic, hahaha

18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do? have a stress free life

19. Do you like to dance? Yes, it helps me forget my problems... I love dancing...

20. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her? a boy? I have no idea....

21. Would you ever consider living abroad? Yes

::END::

Tagging this meme to: Gale; Chiqmom; Ellheym; Chant

Sep 28, 2008

Quotable Quotes

When people start talking behind your back, never mind them, 'coz it proves that they are obsess about you, just remember, they are the reason why you should consider yourself....

FAMOUS!!!

Happy 1st Anniversary Bloggie!!!


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Oh! I forgot to greet my blog... Last September 24, my blog has celebrated it's first year.

I wish my blog with more opportunities and visitors.

Please visit my blog always especially to all my friends who always want to keep in track with what's going on with my life.

Thank you so much for visiting my blog especially to all my sisses at GT...

Thank you! Thank you! Thank you! Mwahhhh!

On Decision Making...

When it comes to making decisions, I can't make the right one for me. I always ask someone which one is the right one or what will I do? This has always been my problem. Until one time, my boyfriend noticed this habit of mine and he told me why can't I decide for myself? Then he told me that I might blame someone for it. That's the time I realized that I should really decide for myself since I always tell everyone that I'm the ruler of myself. To be honest, it's really hard to decide especially when I'm confused. Right now, I don't know which way to go... I graduated last year and supposedly I'm planning for my future but then I always have the habit of waiting for my mom and sister's decisions and plans for me and that's the time I make the move. How I hate myself for this... So, no matter how hard it is, I'll try my best to do the initiative... No matter how hard it is...

Sep 18, 2008

You Will Always be Remembered Inang

This video was her pictures during her visit in Australia...



For me, it was really painful to see my Inang's (Grandmother) death because I wasn't there when she was still alive and I've never seen her for the past 3 years because she was in the US. It pains our family to keep us clueless regarding her death because when we look at her, we feel that she suffered because she died.

I hope she is now happy with God. I miss Inang so much and I feel sad that when I get to US, I will no longer see my Inang. Everytime I remember her, there are still tears that come out my eyes.

I miss you Inang and I will always be thankful for all the good things that you did to us.

We love you so much and we will never forget you...


Aug 7, 2008

Problem with My Schedule

I've been busy this past few days and I had hard times adjusting with my new schedule. You know, I have to work 10 pm to 6 am in the hospital and I hate it 'coz I work for free. And after at least 5 hours of sleep, I have to work with my online job. And after that, I have to take a little rest and prepare for my work in the hospital again.

At first, I really had hard times to manage this and I even wasn't able to work with my online job during my first few weeks. It's really hard to work at night especially when you are used to sleep with this time.

Sometimes, I wanna give up with this kind of routine but sayang... if I would give up one of my work because I both love them.

I'm working hard on my online job right now, so I could afford to get a maid so there would be someone to prepare my meal and clean our house. You know, it's really difficult when your companions at home are all boys. They don't know how to cook and clean the house.

Oh well... If you got nobody to ask for help at home, you will really gonna surrender even if you don't want to, your body will...

Jul 14, 2008

My First Day of Work in the Hospital

I'm pretty nervous 'coz this is my very first day of exposure in the hospital. No more clinical instructors to lean on whenever I have questions or when I needed their help. Oh! I hate this area, I was assigned in tuberculosis but I'm quite thankful that my shift is at night. Less patient less toxic.

I hope everything's gonna be fine. I'm all by myself right now. No, classmates to lean on and I'm not a student anymore. I'm a licensed nurse now. It's really tough being a professional. There's a lot of responsibilities.

I hope the doctors won't yell at me if I would do something wrong.

I have a lot of worries right now and all I hope and pray is that everything's gonna be alright.

I hope that the staff nurses are kind and are willing to help me.

Whew!!! That's all for now, I have to eat my dinner now and fix my self. I have to be early tonight. First impression, lasts. hehe

Jul 12, 2008

Quotable Quotes

In life, I will realize that the people I meet have purpose...

Some were put there to test me, some would use me, some would teach me, and some would bring out the better if not the best in me...

Some may even cause me pain and heartache but one must learn to move on...

So I let go of the people who can't treat me right, and hold on to those who love me back and see my worth!

Jul 9, 2008

A Dream Come True

I've been a frustrated writing ever since I was in High School. I really wanted to be a journalist, but that didn't come true. I chose another course when I got into college since I thought I wouldn't have a good future as a journalist. Honestly, I never thought to myself that I will be wearing white uniform with a white cap. Yes, I am a nurse by profession. But a journalist by heart.

Because of my blog, I somehow became a writer. What made it more come true is that when my online job required me to write. And I think it was 2 in 1. I can be a writer and at the same time a nurse. The topics that I was going to write was all about health.

Hmmm. That means I can still focus on my profession...

Just wanna share you my High School memories...

When I was in High School, I was the type of person who would rather stay inside my room and scribble down on my notebook than to go out and socialize with other people. Yup! I was a bit weirdo. I love to scribble down anything on my notebook. I write poems, songs (really??!!!), or any stuff that comes out my mind. Oh those were the days.

Sayang! I wasn't able to keep a copy, it was something that I wrote for my first love. And I love that poem, even my friends loved it.

I hope one of my friends would read this post and would give me back the copy. I gave my friends a copy of that poem. I would really be glad to post it here.

Jul 4, 2008

My First Digi Scrap Creations

Kobe and me after taking him to a walk...
Butchie's baby picture....

I love to keep pictures even if it is the simplest moment of my life. I love to keep simple yet unforgettable memories as I grow old. But sometimes it’s kinda boring if we just keep our pictures plain. Like in my case, I wanna put designs on my pictures to make it presentable and more interesting to look at. But I don’t have much time to buy for the materials and do the cut-paste thing. So, I decided to do digital scrapping, it's easier and more convenient for me. Thanks to PhotoMix.

With PhotoMix, I design my pictures with different designs and styles. I like their lay-outs and themes. The design is unique and fits my personality. You can also create digital collages and calendars. So you have choices, too if you wanted to do other stuff with your pictures. What I like about PhotoMix is that their tutorial is very easy to understand and after reading and understanding it. Look, I started to do my first digi-scrap right away. This is great for those who are just starting to do their own digi-scrap.

With PhotoMix, you can make great scrapbooks, either quickly and easily - with templates, or creatively - with numerous graphics kits to choose from. You can put your finished digi scrap in any site. I just put mine on my blog and friendster account. People won’t get sick and tired looking at your plain pictures because it has creative designs. And you can even make fun of your pictures.

Try using PhotoMix and see for yourself how convenient this is. Just simply visit it to see their wonderful themes. By the way, they have themes for your Birthday, Christmas, Halloween, and other occasions. Actually, they have many categories to choose from. I hope you’ll enjoy using PhotoMix.
I just did...

Jun 28, 2008

Flame of Friendship

Thanks to Sis Joanne for tagging me.




The Flame of Friendship. A symbol of spirit of unity.The burning icon of love.Undying picture of hope.The hot symbol of oneness.The Flame of Friendship.And now it's your turn to flame yourself!Meet new friends. Discover friendship. Make bonds.

Copy this post starting from the PICTURE ABOVE to the end and add your blog on the list below. Let's start FLAMING!

Tiklaton: We are the witness
Janeth's Vicy's Life Journey
My Precious
Pitstop
Thea is Blogger Happy
Thea is Berry Scrappy Too
Scribbles of My Life
In This Game of Life
Shimumsy's Republic of A
Princess Vien
Our Journey To Life
Life. Love. Family. Work. Travel.
Practical Tips and More
The Working Mom
Joey M.D.
Tsinay
Me, Myself and I
My So Called Life

END COPY HERE

I'm tagging - Brian, Twinkle, Sweetpea, and Vans

Ten Years Ago...

Thanks to sis Twinkle for tagging me..

Answer these questions. At the end of the post, the player tags 6 people and posts their names, then goes to their blog and leave a comment, letting them know they’ve been tagged and asking them to read your blog. Let the person who tagged you know when you’ve posted your answer.

1. What were you doing ten years ago?
Maybe I was playing Chinese garter with my friends opr studying my lessons. I used to be a studios girl.

2. What are 5 things on your to-do list today?
1) finish my deadlines 2) clean my room 3) pay for our bills 4) cook our meal 5)update my blog

3. Snacks I enjoy
Pringles, Picnic, Lays, Lettuce Salad with Ceasar dressing. lurve them so much!!!

4. Places I've lived
North Fairview and now... Palmera Springs

5. Things I'd do if I were a billionaire.
I'll definitely start my own business. Build my dream house, buy my dream car, and help my family.

6. People I want to know more about
Anybody who is nice and sweet.

passing this meme to: Chant, Macy, Fyrnz, Crissy, Ellheym, Moccalyn

Jun 15, 2008

Meet the Cheeky Monkeys!!!


As I was browsing on Youtube, I saw this cute video from the Cheeky Monkeys. They are the adorable kids who did a wonderful performance on Britains Got Talent. They're so cute and talented. But unfortunately, they didn't win the contest.

This is my favorite performance from them. I love their routine and they dance as if they are adult people. LOL...
I hope someone will post a new video.

I Can Do This!

Women are always discriminated on the road by men. I can still remember when a man said this, "Siguro babae ang cdriver niyang auto na yan, di sigurado kung mag-oovertake o hinde eh." Another is, "kaya pala eh, babae kasi ang driver."

According to my brother, it is women's weakness when it comes to calculations. That's the reason (?) why most women are having difficulty when it comes to parking. But I've noticed that nowadays, more and more women can drive and some are even better drivers that men and some can even race.

Okay, the reason why I wrote this topic is that i"m very scared to drive. My license is already 1 year old but I cant' still drive on high way. Poor me... I was expecting pa naman that by 2007 I can drive anywhere I want. I admit I lack the that everytime I try to drive my weakness overpowers me. If I know, madamot lang siya. LOL



I know I can do this. Practice makes perfect. Ayt!

Jun 12, 2008

It's My Day



Yeah... Independence Day is my Birthday. But I didn't celebrate it the usual way. I had to go to Jose Rodriguez Memorial Hospital (better known as Tala Hospital) to submit the requirements. Unfortunately, it took me the whole day to process all these. I feel sad that they didn't even notice that it was birthday... Uhm... Maybe they didn't read my profile.

I felt like it was just an ordinary day. No celebrations, no friends to visit me... it was just a plain day. But I don't feel any emptyness inside. Except that I'm getting older. And I'm glad that my friends still remember my day as they texted and greeted me and checked if how I'm doing.

Jun 10, 2008

Time with Friends

It's been a long time since I had the time to go out with my friends. I had to do a lot of things that I never realized that I had no time for myself anymore. I always sit in front of my computer. And all that was in my mind was work... work... and work.. Oh, I hate this but I have to. I will not survive if I don't. Hehe...

Well, by Thursday, I'm going out with my friends but not to gimmicks. We're going to thank our beloved St. Jude and St. Clare (hopefully we could visit both of them) and then we're going to check out if there's still available slot for IV Training in Philippine Heart Center.

Oh boy, I have to spend money again for this. Hay naku, I thought when I graduate, I would work and get paid. But that's not the case. Oh, why life is so unfair???

EK's Homecoming

I miss this guy a lot. I can still remember our high school days. I had a very wonderful memory with him. Okay, we didn't have a love affair but we started as best enemies and we ended up as close friends. Too bad, he had to go to Canada. Whatever his reason is, I'm so glad that he came home.

I only got this pictures from my friends. Poor me, I wasn't able to bring my bro's digicam, I could've taken a lot more pictures here. Anyways, I got 4 pictures... least.

EK, Me, Aileen, and Jacky

Me, Grace, and Aiza



The BARKADA


With my boyfie...

EK and me. I wouldn't wanna miss this moment 'coz I'm not really sure if it will happen again.

Too bad, I got home early, boyfie had a bad headache again. I hope EK and I will have another time together before he goes back to Canada.

A Big ?

There are times that I feel so down and depressed. I feel like there's no solution to my loneliness. Everyday , is a brand new day, a new hope but for me, every day that goes by leads me to a more depressed situation. When I ask myself, what could have been the problem? All I can answer to myself is
"I don't know."
It seems like a never ending sadness that I keep inside myself.
When will this end?
or
Should I live this way?

Moon River


Moon River, wider than a mile,
I'm crossing you in style some day.
Oh, dream maker, you heart breaker,
wherever you're going I'm going your way.
Two drifters off to see the world.
There's such a lot of world to see.
We're after the same rainbow's end--
waiting 'round the bend,
my huckleberry friend,
Moon River and me.

I love this song so much. It's really an oldie but I love to listen to its lyrics. Damn! This song can really make me cry especially when my heart is in trouble. And when I'm in that situation, I listen to this song for many times. It's as if I'm cuddled by someone.

I hope you liked it as much as I am.

Jun 3, 2008

I Got Tagged

Thanks to sis GTCOTZKIE for this tag. Sis, I'm so sorry if it took me so long to post this tag. I was busy last week. hehe

The rules:

Remove one (1) question from below and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag eight (8) people in your list. List them out at the end of this post. (I changed question number 17.)

1. At what age do/did you wish to marry?
Mmmmmhhhh... Age? I'm not really sure about the age but I wish to get married when I'm stable.

2. What color do you like most?
Pastel colors especially pinky and yellow.

3. Have you ever shoplifted?
Never... I wish I did.

4. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
A place with good ambiance, with beautiful scenery.

5. Which part of you that you hate the most?
The other side of me.

6. If you could go back in time, what would you change?
My attitude before. I was a bad girl before... selfish, self-centered, ma-pride, maldita, masungit and all. But I have changed (a bit).

7. What are you afraid to lose the most?
People I love.

8. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
Pay all my debts and start my own business.

9. What are you doing to earn?
Work... Kung anik anik na raket.

10. What can you say about racism?
Racism is not in my vocabulary. I hate racist people. (tama ba?)

11. How do you cope with boredom?
I just take a nap or work with my online job.

12. Till now, what is the moment that you regret the most?
Like sis gtcotskie, I'm also a procrastinate person. I guess I will never change this attitude.

13. Which type of person do you hate the most?
Liars. Insecure people. Mayabang

14. What is your ambition?
To become an RN in the US. To be happy and contented with my life.

15. If you had one wish, what would you wish for?
Love, contentment and happiness.

16. How did you celebrate New Year?
Eat together with my family.

17. Whats your fav. song at the moment?
Bye Bye by Mariah Carey

18. What do you look forward to in 2009?
To get a Visa and be able to work in US.

19. Are u a physical fighter or talker?
physical.
Both.

20. Are you in love?
Very much in love. Hahaha

Done.

Tagging:
Chant, Chelle, Cherryll, Chiqmom, Ellheym, Dauphine, Moccalyn, Crissy

Discipline

Even if I tell myself a million times about the word DISCIPLINE, I guess I will always be a "pasaway." I didn't work tonigh and all I did is to play java games. How's that? So, it means I don't have a salary for tonight? Ugh... I should make "bawi" for the time that I lost. Time is gold.

May 29, 2008

Love Story by Mariah Carey

I love this song so much!!! I can relate to the lyrics. It's like my story with my boyfie. I really love Mariah's songs. Wink...




Ay bay bay it won't end, won't end, won't end
(repeat)

Let´s talk about love

This is my love story

Boy meets girl and looks in her eyes
Time stands still and two hearts catch fire
Off they go rollercoaster ride
Up & down and around...
Twisted all out they minds
And then his friends
Said "its too soon to settle down"
And then her friends
Said "he's a playa, slow it down"
They couldn't be who they was
Cause it just seemed like love
Wasn't on they side
But this isn't ...

Just another love story
Together we'll make history
I know because it's just too real
They'll be no end to our love story
And this ain't gon end up
Like that Casablanca movie...no
This ain't no fairy tale or fiction
This is truly
Ours for all eternity
They'll be no end to our love story
Baby...

Ay bay bay it won't end, won't end, won't end
(repeat)

They'll be no end to our love story

Chapter two...
When they meet up again
Second time around
See but they're just friends
But the feelings still strong
And it's been too long
To be trippin' like they ain't been missing
They on the phone like
Ay bay bay
Let's meet up today
Gots bout an hour or two
You might as well come thru
We can make it like it was
Just the two of us
Back up on that rollercoaster
Like we been supposed to
Cause this isn't

Just another love story
Together we'll make history
I know because it's destiny
They'll be no end to our love story
And this ain't gon end up
Like that Casablanca movie...no
This ain't no fairy tale or fiction
This is truly
Ours for all eternity
They'll be no end to our love story
Baby...

Just when it seemed
Like all the odds
Were stacked against them
They came back stronger then before
Matter fact then some
Stronger then pride
Lookin' like them
Lookin' like her, lookin' like him
Stronger then hate
And the whole world too
Lookin' like me
Lookin' like you

Cause this isn't just another love story
Together we'll make history
I know because it's destiny
They'll be no end to our love story
And this ain't gon end up
Like that Casablanca movie...no
This ain't no fairy tale or fiction
This is truly
Ours for all eternity
They'll be no end to our love story
Baby...
Ay bay bay it won't end, won't end, won't end
(repeat)

May 12, 2008

Do You Still Want To Live in the Philippines

Polluted air. How can your breath with that kind of air???


Polluted river. I pity all the fishes who died because of dirty water.


Homeless people...


Transportation strike... due to increasing price of gasoline...


Corrupt government...


.............and a lot more reasons....

May 9, 2008

A Place Next to Paradise

I never realized that there's a wonderful place in Africa. The country is Mauritius. I never knew that we can find such beautiful beaches in this place. How I wish I could go there. I love the beach... the sound of their waves... the beautiful scenery... and the hot sand. Oh, I've never dipped into the beach for how many years now.

Nice scenery...

I love to take a nap under the shade of the green tree or just enjoy the beautiful color of the beach...

Wow... Sunset!!!

What a lovely day to spend with. The skies are blue...

May 7, 2008

New Skin.. Huh!

Yeah... I have to change my blogger skin 'cause I cannot view my posts with my old blogger theme. Oh, I'm gonna miss my old theme. The butterfly... you know. That one is much better that my new one but then I have problem with that one.

I'll be fixing the widgets (am I right?) when I have the right time. I'm a bit busy for now.

See yeah...

May 4, 2008

My New Blog

Hi guys, I have a new blog... feel free to add/link me on my new blog.

Apr 22, 2008

Shitty! I cannot Upload Pictures

My bluetooth device is broken...

So, no pictures for now on my Friendster, Myspace, Blog, etc...

Apr 1, 2008

Going Back to Isabela

I thought that I will never be able to come to Isabela again. But sadly and happily I'm gonna go back today but this time I'm with my brother. Thank God I'm not gonna travel alone again. Sadly, because it's regarding with my birth certificate. According to the civil registrar, I have to get my corrected birth certificate personally. Imagine, I have to travel for about 8 hours again just to get my documents fixed. But hopefully, it will be fine when we get there. Happily, because I'm gonna be able to visit the place where I was born again.

Oh boy, I don't have much sleep today. I had to work hard 'coz I'm gonna be out for about 2 to 3 days. My boyfriend wanted to come with us but his Grandma will come back from the States and they have to pick her up in the air port. Oh, he made 'tampo' on me but we had no choice. I think I'm gonna have a good sleep at home since I don't have much sleep today.

Mar 31, 2008

Stupid Decision

I decided to buy a temporary parts for my desktop computer so I can subscribe to a broadband service. I only bought the cheap parts since I was thinking of buying a new one when I earn enough money from my online job. But unfortunately, it has a problem. Whenever I turn it on, I have to restart it. It doesn't wanna open on the first time so everytime that I have to use my computer, I have to restart it. And I think that this wouldn't be healthy for my computer. It might not last that long. I felt like I was so stupid buying very cheap parts but I had no choice because that was my only budget. Oh boy, I thought I'm gonna be able to work comfortably with my CPU with some new parts but I was so wrong. We brought it back just this Sunday to have it checked. I was so happy because the technician fixed it and there was no problem when he checked it. But when we got home, it was still the problem. Oh boy, I hope I just didn't buy cheap parts. But I really had no choice. Until now, I'm wondering what was the problem with my computer. I hope it will last for at least half a year so I could have enough time to save and buy a new one. How I hope so...

Mar 27, 2008

Hate That I Love You

Free Music

Free Music


That's how much I love you (yeah)
That's how much I need you (yeah yeah yeah)

And I can't stand you
Must everything you do make me wanna smile?
And then I like you for a while
No...

But you won't let me
You upset me girl and then you kiss my lips
All of a sudden I forget that I was upset
Can't remember what you did

But I hate it
You know exactly what to do so that I can't stay mad at you for too long
That's wrong but I hate it

You know exactly how to touch
So that I don't wanna fuss and fight no more
Said I despise that I adore you

And I hate how much I love you boy (yeah)
I can't stand how much I need you (I need you)
And I hate how much I love you boy (ohh)
But I just can't let you go
And I hate that I love you so (ooh)

And you completely know the power that you have
The only one that makes me laugh
Sad and it's not fair
How you take advantage of the fact that I...
Love you beyond a reason why (whyyy)
And it just ain't right

And I hate how much I love you girl
I can't stand how much I need you (yeah yeah)
And I hate how much I love you girl
But I just can't let you go
And I hate that I love you so

One of these days maybe your magic won't affect me
And your kiss will make me weak
But no one in this world
Knows me the way you know me
So you'll probably always have a spell on me...

yeahhhhh ohhhh ohhh
oh yeah

It's how much I love you
It's how nuch I need you
It's how much I love you (ohh)
It's how much I need you
And I hate that I love you
Sooooo
And I hate how much I love you boy
I can't stand how much I need you
And I hate how much I love you boy
But I just can't let you go
And I hate that I love you soo
And I hate that I love you soo sooo


I love this song so much. It really fits to my situation right now. I hate that I love my boyfriend. He is not the ideal boyfriend that I wanted to have in my life but in spite of that, I still love him. It only proves that there is no really perfect relationship.

Mar 24, 2008

New York Fashion Schools

New York is one of the fashion capitals of the world. New york fashion schools are starting to grow in numbers and you can study in one of the best fashion school in new york. It's good to witness first-hand, fashion being experimented upon, accepted, rejected, and everything that comes in between. Do you want to turn your style into business? Then, this is good for you because you'll learn how to develop, analyze, and implement sales strategies. If you are looking for a degree in fashion design and merchandising then new york fashion schools are the best fashion schools that you can choose from.

Mar 12, 2008

It's Been A While

I haven't been updating my blog for more than a week now. I'm kinda' busy doing other things. But well, I can neve leave blogging alone. I love doing this. Anyways, at least I'm able to get back. Oh boy, I miss doing this thing. I miss everyone here!

Mar 2, 2008

Linky Love

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Have a Blessed Sunday

Have a Blessed Sunday to everyone. Me and my boyfriend attended the mass. And I can say that it really feels good to keep in touch with God once in a while. I've been busy with my online job and blogging these past few days. We should not forget to thank God for all the blessings. Ayt!!!

Still Awake

It's almost 3 in the morning here in the Philippines but I'm still awake. I have to finish my assignment from my buyer. I'm kinda tired now so I have to take a sleep. I'm not half done yet. Researching was not that easy. Though not that hard. LOL. When I opened my email, I had another invitation for interview. The problem is, I don't have a Skype and headset in case he'll have to talk to me. All I have is the Yahoo Messenger. Let's just hope and pray that he'll interview through YM. But for now, I so tired and I need to sleep.


Mar 1, 2008

The Day It Was

I was so tired sitting in front of the computer trying to figure out how the Odesk tools work. I was so thankful I was able to understand it by reading the instructions. I had to understand everything because after that I had to start my task. Yes, after a couple of months of applying at Odesk, I was able to find one. But my application wasn't continuous that's why it took me long. There were two buyers who emailed me but unfortunately, the other one rejected me because I wasn't able to respond immediately. But I'm still happy because there was still one buyer left and I'm currently working for them. I'm kinda busy right now trying to research all the things that the buyer gave me. I hope I will be able to finish all of these in 40 hours. I'm just glad I found an online job though the payment wasn't that big. I'm feeling kinda tired now so I'll take a rest and sleep for now for tomorrow is another busy day for me.

Feb 27, 2008

Nice Matters Award

Thanks to Joanne for this nice award.

I'd like to pass this award to Chant, Macy and Sweetpea

Feb 26, 2008

Lots of Pillows


I've got lots of pillows on my bed. But honestly, I don't use all of them. I didn't notice that I have already 6 pillows. My sister and I love buying pillows. In fact, we've already thrown some of them. Oh, I love to sleep anytime. I think that describes my personality. Hehe

Feb 25, 2008

I Can Type 68 WPM




I got this from Chant's blog. Wow! I can type 68 words per minute. This is actually my talent. I practiced typing without looking at the keyboard and it's really a great accomplishment when I see myself doing it. It's hassle free for me when I type without looking at keyboard and my eyes are just focused on the monitor.

Feb 22, 2008

6 Quirky Things About Me

Thanks to Chant for this tag. It's been a long time since I've received a tag. Anyways, here it is:

The rules: Link to the person that tagged you. Post the rules on your blog. Share six un-important things/habits/quirks about your self. Tag 6 random people at the end of your post by linking to their blogs. Let these random people know that they are tagged by leaving comments in their blog.Let your tagger know when your entry is up.

Six Unimportant things/habits/quirks about my self.
1. I cannot sleep without brushing my teeth
2. I love to eat streetfoods.
3. I become lazy everytime I stay at home but I'm very active when I'm at work.
4. I can sleep throughout the day.
5. I eat very slowly.
6. I love to sing when I'm alone. LOL

I'd like to pass this tag to Chiqmom, Ellheym, Fyrnz, Vans, Joanne, Joanne and Dauphine. Enjoy this tag!

Feb 21, 2008

I Love Coffee Prince!

I've been a Korean drama fan ever since I started watching Full House. From then on,I always get a dose of Korean Drama. Hehe... Most of Korean dramas have the same concept of stories; love story with a twist of comedy. But some are pure dramas. And I can't resist watching them. I started liking Yoon Eun Hye when I watched Princess Hours. That is also a good Korean Drama. Anyways, her character in Coffee Prince was funny and "kalog." She looks cute with her new look and role. Although I don't watch it every night (bawi na lang ako sa CD... LOL), I was able to understand the story naman.

Feb 20, 2008

Backstabbers!!!

I hate people who are backstabbers. You know, those people who are so good when they are in front of you but when you turn around they'll just backstab you. Why can't they just be true to theirselves? Why can't they just mind their own life?

Feb 18, 2008

Another Pinoy Pride

I've watched him on American Idol and he caught everyone's attention with his unique costume and with his song that he wrote. I found out that he was a Pinoy Nurse like me. Wheee... Although he didn't make it to American Idol. I'm still proud of him.
Here's the song that he wrote.

"I am your brother Your best friend forever Singing the songs The music that you like We're brothers til the end of time Together forever til the end of time I am your brother Your best friend forever Singing the songs The music that you like We're brothers til the end of time Together or not, you're always in my heart Your hurting feelings Will reign no more."

Feb 17, 2008

Domain Name

I'm thinking of putting a domain name on my other two blogs. But when I thought to myself what's the difference of having a domain name on my blog with my old url? I've noticed that most bloggers are using a domain name. So, what's the real score of having one? Guys, what's your opinion about this. I think you can get more offers from PPP if you have your own domain, right? So what do you think about this?

Feb 16, 2008

So, This is What I have for Lunch?!

Maybe nobody knew that I haven't eaten my lunch yet. I was surprised when I opened the pan. They left me with only this. I was quite disappointed because I was the one who cooked for lunch.
I was so hungry pa naman. All I did after cooking was sitting in front of my computer. I'm being a blogoholic na. I can't resist opening my computer and do blog hopping and everything about blog.
I cooked dried fish. It's my favorite food with a spicy vinegar. Hmmm... I love it so much. I ate my lunch very late; it was already 3 in the afternoon. I enjoyed my lunch so much that I ate a lot.

Feb 15, 2008

My Accomplisment Today

I'm so glad I did something interesting today, I cleaned our fridge. That's a big accomplishment for me 'coz I always tend to ignore cleaning it. I hate cleaning the fridge, you have to remove all the things inside it and remove all the dirt that you see. Before you do those things, you have to defrost the freezer. At least I'm already done. I'm just a little too lazy doing some stuff in the kitchen. LOL... Gotta go...

Feb 14, 2008

Lazy Me

I'm so lazy today, I did nothing but to lie down and... eat and... watch TV and... sleep. I hate doing this but I slept very late last night. Whenever I sleep late, I tend to just lie down on the sofa and watch TV until I fall asleep. I wish I could do something better tomorrow. Oh! By the way, tomorrow is Valentine's Day but me and Honey will not go out tomorrow. He has exam kasi.

Feb 12, 2008

My 100th Post

I've been blogging for almost 5 months now and this is my 100th post. Well nothing in particular, I just wanted to share it with you guys.
Today, I went to St. Clare's monastery. It's a monastery for nuns but you can also offer prayers there. I've been a devotee of Hers since last year when I started to offer my 9 days novena. I've been hearing many comments from Her that she gives a lot of miracles to the people. I just don't know if it's really true. But there's nothing wrong if you believe in a Saint, right? I went there to offer my prayers and thanks. People offer eggs, but I did it only once... Baka kasi magsawa na sila sa eggs. LOL... I also wrote a petition for my wishes (prayers and thanks are also included), I always do this everytime I visit the monastery.

After my visit to St. Clare... Food trip!!!

Feb 10, 2008

It's Papa's Birthday

Today is Papa's birthday. We only prepared two dishes; pancit and fried chicken. I'm so proud to say that I was the one who prepared these dishes, well... with a little help from my brother. My cousin and his family came. Actually, thety are our only guest. It's a very simple celebration. Anyways, Papa just turned 53.

I'm Just Missin' My Sis

I went to the market all by myself yesterday. How I miss my sister because when she was still here, we go together to the market. We are very close with each other that we even share secrets. I wish we could shop together when she comes back from Ivory Coast.

The FEU Virtual Laboratory



It was our beloved Dean Annabelle Borromeo's project to organize such program to nursing students - the Virtual Laboratory. It has the mini Emergency Room, mini Delivery Room, Mini Operating Room and other areas in the hospital. Nursing students are able to observe and practice in that laboratory e.g. IV insertion to a simulator and not with another student like what we used to do.

What I like about this project is that students are able to visualize the hospital the real settings in the hospital.And FEU students can now say goodbye this word: ASSUMING. Because we always used to assume about our return demonstration. LOL...

Unfortunately, my batch didn't experienced this. Well... we just had an observation. During that time, the equipments were not yet complete. I hope that the succeeding batches are happy with it and now they can say that their tuition fee is worth the price. LOL... This is the very first virtual lab in the Philippines and I'm very proud of it because it is my Alma Mater. Go Tamaraws!

Feb 9, 2008

Another Award





Thanks so much to sis Cheryll for this award. I really appreciate it a lot. Every award that is given to me is special and I treasure them all.

I want to pass this award to Tsina, Fyrnz and Precious.

Feb 8, 2008

Happy Birthday

It's my Honey's birthday today. We're going to celebrate it by Saturday. He has a class today. Honey just tuned 21, I'm 2 years older than him. Age doesn't matter, ayt??? I don't have any idea on what gift will I give him yet. So guys if you have any advice, you can just message me. I'm still waiting for my earnings to be withdrawn. Oh, well... I'm pretty excited about it.

Feb 6, 2008

I'm Back!

I miss blogging so much! As I've said I went back to Isabela to fix some documents. The place is quite far from civilization (just kidding!!!) so I wasn't able to find an internet cafe. I'm glad I was able to visit the place where I was born. I was able to visit my relatives and even meet our family friends. Sad to say, I only stayed there for 1 day. I had to go back to the city immediately. Hopefully, I could visit our province again. I enjoyed it a lot although it's for a short time only. The people are great, they are so nice to me. I've got to sleep now, I'm still tired from the almost 12 hour travel. See yeah...

Feb 2, 2008

Friendly Blog Award


Thanks to Brian for this Friendly Blog Award. Friendly pala ako. LOL. Anyways, I feel glad everytime I receive an award. I feel like I'm special to them. Thanks to all of you guys.

I want to pass this award to my new friends Chant, Joanne and Macy
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