Mar 31, 2008

Stupid Decision

I decided to buy a temporary parts for my desktop computer so I can subscribe to a broadband service. I only bought the cheap parts since I was thinking of buying a new one when I earn enough money from my online job. But unfortunately, it has a problem. Whenever I turn it on, I have to restart it. It doesn't wanna open on the first time so everytime that I have to use my computer, I have to restart it. And I think that this wouldn't be healthy for my computer. It might not last that long. I felt like I was so stupid buying very cheap parts but I had no choice because that was my only budget. Oh boy, I thought I'm gonna be able to work comfortably with my CPU with some new parts but I was so wrong. We brought it back just this Sunday to have it checked. I was so happy because the technician fixed it and there was no problem when he checked it. But when we got home, it was still the problem. Oh boy, I hope I just didn't buy cheap parts. But I really had no choice. Until now, I'm wondering what was the problem with my computer. I hope it will last for at least half a year so I could have enough time to save and buy a new one. How I hope so...

Mar 27, 2008

Hate That I Love You

Free Music

Free Music


That's how much I love you (yeah)
That's how much I need you (yeah yeah yeah)

And I can't stand you
Must everything you do make me wanna smile?
And then I like you for a while
No...

But you won't let me
You upset me girl and then you kiss my lips
All of a sudden I forget that I was upset
Can't remember what you did

But I hate it
You know exactly what to do so that I can't stay mad at you for too long
That's wrong but I hate it

You know exactly how to touch
So that I don't wanna fuss and fight no more
Said I despise that I adore you

And I hate how much I love you boy (yeah)
I can't stand how much I need you (I need you)
And I hate how much I love you boy (ohh)
But I just can't let you go
And I hate that I love you so (ooh)

And you completely know the power that you have
The only one that makes me laugh
Sad and it's not fair
How you take advantage of the fact that I...
Love you beyond a reason why (whyyy)
And it just ain't right

And I hate how much I love you girl
I can't stand how much I need you (yeah yeah)
And I hate how much I love you girl
But I just can't let you go
And I hate that I love you so

One of these days maybe your magic won't affect me
And your kiss will make me weak
But no one in this world
Knows me the way you know me
So you'll probably always have a spell on me...

yeahhhhh ohhhh ohhh
oh yeah

It's how much I love you
It's how nuch I need you
It's how much I love you (ohh)
It's how much I need you
And I hate that I love you
Sooooo
And I hate how much I love you boy
I can't stand how much I need you
And I hate how much I love you boy
But I just can't let you go
And I hate that I love you soo
And I hate that I love you soo sooo


I love this song so much. It really fits to my situation right now. I hate that I love my boyfriend. He is not the ideal boyfriend that I wanted to have in my life but in spite of that, I still love him. It only proves that there is no really perfect relationship.

Mar 24, 2008

New York Fashion Schools

New York is one of the fashion capitals of the world. New york fashion schools are starting to grow in numbers and you can study in one of the best fashion school in new york. It's good to witness first-hand, fashion being experimented upon, accepted, rejected, and everything that comes in between. Do you want to turn your style into business? Then, this is good for you because you'll learn how to develop, analyze, and implement sales strategies. If you are looking for a degree in fashion design and merchandising then new york fashion schools are the best fashion schools that you can choose from.

Mar 12, 2008

It's Been A While

I haven't been updating my blog for more than a week now. I'm kinda' busy doing other things. But well, I can neve leave blogging alone. I love doing this. Anyways, at least I'm able to get back. Oh boy, I miss doing this thing. I miss everyone here!

Mar 2, 2008

Linky Love

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Have a Blessed Sunday

Have a Blessed Sunday to everyone. Me and my boyfriend attended the mass. And I can say that it really feels good to keep in touch with God once in a while. I've been busy with my online job and blogging these past few days. We should not forget to thank God for all the blessings. Ayt!!!

Still Awake

It's almost 3 in the morning here in the Philippines but I'm still awake. I have to finish my assignment from my buyer. I'm kinda tired now so I have to take a sleep. I'm not half done yet. Researching was not that easy. Though not that hard. LOL. When I opened my email, I had another invitation for interview. The problem is, I don't have a Skype and headset in case he'll have to talk to me. All I have is the Yahoo Messenger. Let's just hope and pray that he'll interview through YM. But for now, I so tired and I need to sleep.


Mar 1, 2008

The Day It Was

I was so tired sitting in front of the computer trying to figure out how the Odesk tools work. I was so thankful I was able to understand it by reading the instructions. I had to understand everything because after that I had to start my task. Yes, after a couple of months of applying at Odesk, I was able to find one. But my application wasn't continuous that's why it took me long. There were two buyers who emailed me but unfortunately, the other one rejected me because I wasn't able to respond immediately. But I'm still happy because there was still one buyer left and I'm currently working for them. I'm kinda busy right now trying to research all the things that the buyer gave me. I hope I will be able to finish all of these in 40 hours. I'm just glad I found an online job though the payment wasn't that big. I'm feeling kinda tired now so I'll take a rest and sleep for now for tomorrow is another busy day for me.
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