When people start talking behind your back, never mind them, 'coz it proves that they are obsess about you, just remember, they are the reason why you should consider yourself....
When it comes to making decisions, I can't make the right one for me. I always ask someone which one is the right one or what will I do? This has always been my problem. Until one time, my boyfriend noticed this habit of mine and he told me why can't I decide for myself? Then he told me that I might blame someone for it. That's the time I realized that I should really decide for myself since I always tell everyone that I'm the ruler of myself. To be honest, it's really hard to decide especially when I'm confused. Right now, I don't know which way to go... I graduated last year and supposedly I'm planning for my future but then I always have the habit of waiting for my mom and sister's decisions and plans for me and that's the time I make the move. How I hate myself for this... So, no matter how hard it is, I'll try my best to do the initiative... No matter how hard it is...
This video was her pictures during her visit in Australia...
For me, it was really painful to see my Inang's (Grandmother) death because I wasn't there when she was still alive and I've never seen her for the past 3 years because she was in the US. It pains our family to keep us clueless regarding her death because when we look at her, we feel that she suffered because she died.
I hope she is now happy with God. I miss Inang so much and I feel sad that when I get to US, I will no longer see my Inang. Everytime I remember her, there are still tears that come out my eyes.
I miss you Inang and I will always be thankful for all the good things that you did to us.
We love you so much and we will never forget you...