Dec 25, 2009

Ninang!!!

Yay! I'm Ninang again. He is my friend's niece and I really adore this cute baby. He's so cute and lovable. He's pretty big and heavy. He's just 8 months old but he's so daldal and we can't understand his words.

What I Got this Christmas?

These are what I got as a gift this Christmas.

1. Cash - will use it for the renovation of my room
2. A 2010 planner - well, I need to get myself organized this coming year
3. A Shirt
4. iPod touch - my favorite

I really love receiving gifts and I appreciate them no matter how expensive it is or not.


Merry Christmas!!!

I have always thought of Christmas time, when it has come round, as a good time; a kind, forgiving, charitable time; the only time I know of, in the long calendar of the year, when men and women seem by one consent to open their shut-up hearts freely, and to think of people below them as if they really were fellow passengers to the grave, and not another race of creatures bound on other journeys. ~Charles Dickens

Dec 5, 2009

So Ambitious

He loves to sleep on our sofa with his own mat and two pillows. What a spoiled dog...

Dec 4, 2009

How Cute

Ang cute ni Kermit the Frog!!!

Lab et!!!

This picture was taken while we were in Subic. I love the view of the beach and the sound of it waves while eating your favorite meal. =)

Dec 1, 2009

I Missed the Magic

My friends went to Enchanted Kingdom yesterday. I decided not to go with them since I'm very busy with a lot of things right now. When I saw their pics in FB, all I can say is that I'm so "inggit"!!!


Nov 30, 2009

Sweet!

Sweet doggy... I didn't expect he would do that. He hates cameras and this is just a stolen shot. I thought he would run away when he sees the camera.

Nov 16, 2009

Pacquiao Makes History

These are all the boxers that Manny Pacquiao beat. He is really invincible!

Oct 28, 2009

This Is It!

I love Micheal Jackson's new song from his movie "This Is It." His songs are really great!!! Kudos to Micheal. I will really miss him.

Oct 26, 2009

One Lovely Blog Award

I'd like to thank sis pumpkinpie for this award. Maraming maraming salamat. I didn't expect this.

Now to accept this award here’s the rules: Post it on your blog together with the name of the person who has granted the award, and his or her blog link. Pass the award to 15 other blogs that you’ve newly discovered. Remember to contact the blogger to let them know they have been chosen for this award.

It's my turn to pass this “One Lovely Blog Award” to my friends. Hope you will have a great time!

Prettymom
Faye
feistygwacee
utotmopink




The Day it Was

I was able to do a lot of things when I don't watch TV. Today, I was able to clean our windows, change curtains, wash the dirty curtains, clean the house, mop the floor, bathe our two dogs and do some errand. And now, it's time for me to work.

I don't feel tired though my back is aching. I feel happy that I didn't waste Monday for just watching TV.

From now on, I'll limit my time on watching TV. So I could do more things.

Oct 17, 2009

Since You've Been Gone

Since you've been gone it's like the rain doesn't stopping pouring on me...

Since you've been gone my world turned into blue...

Since you've been gone I've been all alone...

Since you've been gone I had no one to turn to...

Since you've been gone there's no one I can share my feelings to...

Since you've been gone it's like I'm losing my very special friend...




Oct 15, 2009

Sa Wakas!

Finally! I was able to send my NCLEX application last Tuesday. I hope there wouldn't be any problem.

Next step is to take the NCLEX review. I'm not ready yet but my sister is forcing me to take the review as in IMMEDIATELY!

I want to self study first while waiting for the eligibility and when it arrives that's the time I wanted to enroll to a review center so what I have reviewed would still be fresh when taking the examination.

But as they say, "bahala na si batman." LOL

Oct 12, 2009

Slow HipHop!

I lurve dancing and I really enjoyed watching these videos. I love the choreography and the music. I wish I could dance like them.

Sep 2, 2009

I'm So Addicted with FB Applications!

I'm so addicted with playing FaceBook Applications right now. At first, I ignored all of the invitations not until I got curios that so many people are playing most of them. I tried to play Farm Town, and gosh! It was really so addicting.But I've switched to FarmVille now. I also play Barn Buddy, which is also farming but this application only takes a few minutes of my time unlike the other applications in Facebook. What I hate about this is that your crops can be stolen by others which affects my earnings. Well, that's part of the game. Sometimes, I enjoy stealing crops more than harvesting my own. Hahaha!!! You can also put weeds and bugs to other farms. Just like what happened to mine. I'm most addicted to Sorority Life and I'm sure there are also lots of women out there who is also addicted. I just enjoy the Glams that I can get from it. Since I cannot afford the most expensive things in real life, at least in this game I can have those branded things. But you cannot buy all of the Glams, some require you to spend your Brownie Points wherein you collect each time you complete a level or an activity in socialization. I also used to play Restaurant City and YoVille but I'm not that active with these two applications anymore.
Oh! So many applications to play in Facebook, but I still have to work that's why I have to limit them. They're so addicting but if I play all of them, I might not gonna have enough time for my work.

Aug 11, 2009

Life is Full of Surprise!!!

I was just walking around until I heard something crushed under my feet. Ewww!!! I stepped on a cockroach! I didn't noticed it until I lifted my right foot. It was so gross.

But there's one thing I've realized. Life is full of surprise. You'll never know what you'll gonna get. Like the cockroach, he didn't expect that he'll gonna die just like that without running away or hiding.

And I've realized that I should always keep in mind that I should live my life to the fullest because I'll never know when will God take my life. Who knows it might be tomorrow, next week, next month, next year - only Him knows when. So let's sit back, relax, enjoy and do the things that would make us happy in spite of all the hardships that we have in life.

Jul 15, 2009

To My Family

It's really devastating for me when I feel like my family is not supporting me in everything that I do. When all they do is judge without even understanding my situation. You should do this and stop doing that. You know I feel like I'm living under a dictatorship. I've got my own plans for my self and family and I hate them for telling me what to do and what not to do. All I need is their support and understanding. I'm not rebelling or anything but I wanna be me. I wanna do want I want.

They cannot just say, "Hey! stop working from your online job and apply to any hospitals or much better abroad." Yes, I wanted to do that but first, I need money for my applications and other stuff. Where will I get money if you're no longer giving me a peso? I really wanted to work as a nurse but I don't wanna hurry.

I'm not asking for any amount anymore and I work hard just to earn a living for myself. Please understand that and don't get mad at me if you feel like I'm not interested or focusing on my career as a nurse. I'm still focused and very much interested to be a nurse. I really do love my profession it's just that I have to earn for myself. It's really my pride that I can support myself.

I love my online job and I'm so thankful that I found Odesk. Without Odesk, I'm not really sure how I've survived. I can still remember when I worked as a volunteer nurse, they didn't give me allowance for it and Odesk was there to help. My memories are still fresh when I tried to ask for allowance since it's hard to work for 2 jobs but then after a month you stopped giving me so I had no choice but to work for my online job. I need money for my fare and food.

I can't make any miracle so please think about my situation. Have you ever asked yourself where am I getting money when you don't give me a single cent? Where am I getting money to spend for my applications? Where am I getting money to pay my own bills (broadband and landline),my personal needs, my clothes and other stuffs? Have you asked your self about that?

Jul 5, 2009

Iza's Despedida Dinner

Last Friday, we had a Despedida Dinner at Jay J's 'coz it would take so long to see my friend Iza again because she's going abroad the next day. It was fun after all, although some were not able to get there.
After the dinner, we headed our way to Tagaytay instead of going home.

Result, I wasn't able to work when I arrived at home, it was already 3 a.m. in the morning and I was so sleepy but all I did was to talk and share stories with my friend 'coz she stayed in our house.

I hope we could another get together because I really had fun. Besides, I don't get to enjoy this things since I'm very busy with my homebased job.

Jul 3, 2009

Lovely Blog Awards vs. Best Blog Award



Thank you so much sis utotmopink for this wonderful awards. I really appreciate it a lot when someone gives me an award.

The rules for these awards are:
- Accept the award, post it on your blog together with the name of the person who has granted the award and his or her blog link.
- Pass the award to 15 other blogs that you’ve discovered. Remember to contact the bloggers to let them know they have been chosen for this award.

One stop for interior design , home decor , tips and business by Alanzain
Memoirs of A Filipina by Ana P.S.
Chant's Corner Dot Com by Chant
Rockstar Momma by Chelle
My Views on My So called Life by Cheryll
Crissy's Haven by Crissy
ADVENTUROUS LIFE by Dauphine
Fei-lippines to Fei-ji by Fei Yie
Hits And Mrs.
I Am Bridget Jones by Bridget
Make my not-so-interesting life more interesting by Gel
supermunchee
Thoughts of a SAHM by Prettymom
My Spontaneous Ramblings by crazygracee
A Dreamer by Tsina
Funky Mommy by Sweetpea


P.S.
Sorry, if I wasn't able to inform someone on this list.

Jun 17, 2009

I Cannot Please Anybody

Today, I've realized that there are people out there who would talk bad things about me behind my back. Well, I cannot please them. If that's what they want then let them be. If that's what makes them happy. This is me and if you are a friend then you'll accept me for whoever I may be. I just hate people who speak so kind and nice when I talk in front of them. And would say bad things about me when I'm not around. Just remember the word KARMA.

Jun 12, 2009

It's My 24th Birthday

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It's my Birthday today!!! I'm getting older again... I just wish that I'll be successful in whatever I do. And I wish I'll be successful in my career as a nurse as well.

May 8, 2009

8 Things

Got this tagged from sis utotmopink.

8 Things I'm Looking Forward To:
1. Process my NCLEX application
2. Get a higher income from my online job
3. Find a nursing job
4. Be able to buy something for myself for my birthday
5. Hoping for my braces to be removed this year
6. Find peace of mind
7. Be a successful in whatever I do
8. Become a stronger and wiser person

8 Things I Did Yesterday:
1. Worked with my online job
2. Cooked our lunch and dinner
3. Watched TV
4. Played Yuri's Revenge
5. Played volleyball with my friends
6. Ate cheese sticks and kikiam
7. Checked my email and Odesk account
8. Got wet in the rain

8 Things I Wish I Could Do:
1. Drive our car alone
2. Meet my friends
3. Clean my room (been busy for the past few weeks)
3. Cook spaghetti or any pasta at home
4. Watch a movie this week
5. Learn how to do web designing, programming, etc.
6. Get dead drunk
7. Become a millionaire
8. Vanish for a while... LOL

8 Shows I Watch:
1. Unang Hirit
2. Eat Bulaga
3. Hole in the Wall
4. Celebrity Oooppss
5. 24 Oras
6. Animal Planet
7. Case Unclosed
8. Talentadong Pinoy

8 People I Tag:
1. Ana
2 ">Fei Yie
3. Larla Anne
4. Gel
5. crazygracee
6. qtcotzkie
7. supermunchee
8. Prettymom

May 5, 2009

Photohunt 1: Walking



I'd like to apologize to sis utotmopink 'coz I wasn't able to make the first photohunt post. So I'd like to make my very first photohunt entry.

This was a stolen shot taken by my boyfriend when we had a vacation in Ilocos. It was me walking away from him. We were having a fight that time and I just wanted to walk away from the worries and troubles in my life. Sometimes walking away from them doesn't mean that I'm giving up. It just means that I'm sick and tired of it.

The Friendship Award

After almost a year when I got my last award and I'm so thankful that sis utotmopink gave me an award. A bunch of thanks to you sis.

Here are the rules:
1. Take your award here
2. Put the logo on your post
3. Link the person who awarded you
4. Nominate at least 7 other bloggers
5. Add the links of those bloggers on yours
6. Leave a message for your nominees

I'd to share this award to my fellow bloggers:
1. Gel of Make my not-so-interesting life more interesting
2. Lizzie of All for Life....
3. Larla Anne of Larla's World
4. Fei Yie of Fei-lippines to Fei-ji
5. qtcotz of qtcotz and teloyskie
6. supermunchee
7. crazygracee of Spontaneous Ramblings

P.S.
Spread this award to other deserving bloggers. Mwahhh!!!

May 1, 2009

It's About Love

I found this piece from a fellow GirlTalker and I love the meaning of it.

Sometimes we close our eyes and just listen to the echoes of our hearts. We all fall in love and there are times when we love so much that we lose ourselves in our own emotions. More often than not, we wonder why there are love that grows, and love that grows cold. We would start to search for answers and try to find where love has gone wrong. But in the end, we find ourselves where we started for we cannot question love when it has its own reasons. Love will always be as it always has been… silent, mysterious, and deeply profound.

Many of us believe that love is forever, that love never dies, only to be disillusioned in the end when we find our hands empty and our hearts longing. We mistakenly have looked at love as a need to be fulfilled. But love is only a gift given to us. We should not hold it in our hearts for we may never find strength to let it go when it decided to leave. We should only embrace its warmth and glow while it last and then freely open our arms when its time to say goodbye.

When we fall in love with someone, we don’t want that feeling to end for it is everything we are, everything that we wanted to be. We pray that love will stay and grow in our hearts. But, if it doesn’t then we should never let our lives be taken by it, for life should not end where heartaches begin.

There is always a reason why we have to move on. When we have to say goodbye to the feelings we wanted to stay forever, let us not wave our hands with a heavy heart. For love will have to set its wings free and find the place where it belongs. We may have lost it but then again, when we close our eyes and listen to the echoes of our hearts, we will hear that feeling resounding silently forever.

Then we’ll know that it has never left us, for the good that we have become because of love will always stay. It will always be there reminding us that we should be thankful and happy, not because we have lost love, but because, for once in our lives, that feeling lived in our hearts and made us happy..


* I have to give credits to sis kikay12

Apr 28, 2009

How's the Weather Today?

For the past few days, it has been raining here in Manila. The weather is about 84 degrees. It was always cloudy and it was raining so we didn't have the chance to play volleyball outside the house. I just stayed inside the house and stay in front of the computer and chat with my cousin. She lives in Arizona and when we talked about the weather she told me that the weather was about 80 degrees there. Oh, the weather was almost the same. I wish I could be with her in Arizona. I love the weather there. It's not too cold and it's breezy. Another thing that I like is the Arizona landscapes. I am a plant lover and I always appreciate any kind of plants especially when they are landscaped. My cousin sent me some pictures of her landscaped garden and all I can is wow! I am really looking forward to living in Arizona and have some bonding with my cousins.

What Will I Be at 24?

May is really near and next to that is June, which is my birthday. I'll be turning 24, and I'm still jobless. I haven't found any hospital to work with yet. I've been a volunteer nurse just year for six months and I used to be an English instructor to Korean students for almost 6 months on 2007. I've been wanting to have a stable job. A job that is related to my profession which is a Nurse. I am already a licensed nurse but what's the use of it if I don't practice my profession?

Some of my friends who are also nurses are lucky enough to get a job as a staff nurse in a hospital but some are like me. Sometimes, I just wanna think that somehow I'm lucky to have my online job as a source of income since I don't get any allowance from my parents anymore. But it's so frustrating to be living like this. The more I stay at home the more I think about my situation.

I know there are a lot of other opportunities out there. Maybe I'm not just lucky enough... or maybe I don't exert much effort. But no matter how the so called recession affects the Filipino nurses right now, I don't lose hope. I know I'll be able to find a job for me may it be here or abroad. Who knows what tomorrow brings but I don't wanna for too long and for now, I'm left with the question - WHAT WILL I BE AT 24?

Apr 23, 2009

New Web Hosting Service

I've been thinking of having my own domain name. I feel that it has more advantage if I get my own domain name. As a blogger, my blogs would be more competent and I could get more opportunities when it comes to advertising. I've been asking my friends which web hosting service has a great deal and has a reasonable price. And they suggested me to try web hosting rating. According to them, this site will give me an idea to which web hosting service will suit my preference. Web hosting rating has rated the top ten best Web Hosting Providers and I think readers like me who also can't decide to which service they will subscribe to might get an enlightenment on which is the best Web Hosting Provider. You can also read each Providers' review and rating. In that way, you'll see which Provider is better. You can also view which Provider has received awards like Best Blog Hosting, Best Budget Hosting and others. I think these are really helpful in finding your own Web Hosting Service. I'm able to find great deals and great plans and I guess I might be able to get my own domain name on this site. I'm really excited about this since I've been wanting to have my own domain name for my blog.

Volleyball

I started playing volleyball when I was in 4th grade and until now, I'm still in love with this sport. I'm not really a professional player nor the star player in the team but I love doing the spiking thing. Everytime I make a sharp spike, I feel good inside. I used to be a varsity player when I was in 5th or 6th grade (I don't remember exactly). I can still remember, I just stayed in the bench waiting for my turn to play on the court. Because I wasn't really that good that time. But I was glad I was part of the team. But in high school, I was able to be on the first six.


Who could forget these two lovely volleyball players from Brazil? Leila Barros have touched many people's heart with her charm and skills when it comes to spikes. Erika Coimbra is also my favorite in team Brazil. She can give a mean spike to her opponents and a fantastic jump serve.

Right now, I'm still playing with my best buddy when it comes to volleyball. We just play for fun and sometimes we play with other neighborhood who plays this kind of sport as well and we sometimes have a small amount of bet. It is really fun and exciting.

Apr 15, 2009

Online Shopping

I love online shopping, I feel like my week is not complete without spending a day browsing the internet for some good stuffs. I love to purchase girly stuffs from the internet because most of them are unique and can't be found from the malls. I love to have unique things such as shoes and bags. In ShopWiki, I was able to find unique styles of shoes. I love wearing Stilettos and everytime I see a design that looks elegant, I feel like I want to buy it immediately.

It's where I also buy gifts for my nieces and nephews. I feel happy to see them wearing the clothes or using the things that I gave them. In ShopWiki, everthing is in there. I'm sure you would find the things that you are looking for. Especially when you are having a hard time looking for a gift for your special someone.

Before the week ends, I'll do some online shopping first. I'm sure there are new great finds and I don't want to miss those precious things.

Apr 12, 2009

Easter Sunday



Happy Easter Sunday everyone!!! 'Hope everyone's going to have a happy Easter especially the kids. Don't forget to attend the mass and thank God for all the blessings that He's giving to us.

Apr 11, 2009

Western Funitures

My mom and I are thinking of having a nice and comfy western furniture for my room. I am planning to change my room's concept. I want to design my room from nothing to something. Since our house is Western inspired, why not match it with my room? I researched all over the internet to get an idea on what kind of style and design should I put on my room and I found this nice picture. I find this set of furniture interesting to have in my room because they are unique and elegant. I really love it's rustic theme since it's almost the shade of gold and I love the color of gold. I think gold wouldn't be nice to look at inside my room so I think that the rusty color fits better for my room. It is very appealing to the eyes - not too dark and not too much light. I am a very organized person and having cabinets on my room would really help me in organizing my things. The western furniture concept is a wonderful idea! I'll start renovating my room now so I could achieve a room like this.

Apr 10, 2009

Does Age Really Matters?

When someone falls in love with an older guy, probably 10 years older or 15 years or much more; some people would definitely think that it's absurd and ridiculous. Or much worse than that! Others would consider it as gross and would for sure react like this way: YUCK!!!

Oh well, we can not blame these stupid people if that's the way they think about it. May they be Hollywood or Local Celebrities, there are couples who have a long age gap and they don't mind it at all. Like Micheal Douglas and Catherine Zeta-Jones which I think has a 25 year age gap but their relationship is still going strong. Even Zsa Zsa Padilla and Dolphy or Pia Guanio and Vic Sotto, these couples are not ashamed of their relationship - because they don't have anything to be ashamed of.

If you do really love a person, the looks, attitudes and even age is exceptional because you love that personal for being who he is. I think those people who think negative about this kind of relationship are narrow-minded people or worse, insecure people. These are the kind of people who would find nonsense reasons just to be able to say something - why you're hooked with an old man.

If you do really love that person you will love him unconditionally without any questions in your mind. He's more than 10 years older than you? So what! At least you are happy with the man you love.

Let's just put it this way, no matter what other people will say, it is you who knows best. Don't mind them if these narrow minded people tell you that the only reason you love this man is because of his money and status in life.

'Cause I myself have fallen' in love with an older man. It's not because that he's a doctor but it's more than that. He is a very nice person and very humble. Physical looks? This one fades, but the personality that the person has will stay forever.

Apr 9, 2009

Plurk!

I just signed up on Plurk because I feel like I'm the only techie person who doesn't have an account. I find it very addicting and it's fun to keep on track on what's going on with myself. I'm excited for tomorrow to see my Plurk. I hope many Plurkers will add me.

Happpy PLURKING!!!

Mar 29, 2009

Craig David's Concert

I'm glad I was able to watch Craig David's Concert at Araneta Coliseum last Friday (March 27). It was really fun although we were seated at the back and I can't see him clearly. I am really addicted to his song which is Insomnia and I always listen to it everytime I work in front of the computer. This is my first to watch a live concert of a foreign singer that's why I was really that excited. Hope you'll enjoy a snapshot of the concert although it wasn't really a good shot since the people in front of my are also having fun.

Mar 20, 2009

Congratulations, Aiza!

I just want to congratulate my friend Aiza, for giving birth to a healthy baby Boy today. I hope I would have the time to see her Baby soon. Who's the Ninangs and Ninongs? Hmmm...
My friends with Aiza (wearing gray blouse, she's still pregnant that time).

Mar 16, 2009

Torn in Between the Two

Guys, as much as I want to avoid fights...
I know I can't...
You both LOVE me...
and I both LOVE you.
I wanna be with him but I also wanna be with you.
I don't wanna hurt your feelings much as I don't wanna hurt him.
I'm afraid of losing him, but I'm afraid of you leaving me.

If I could just bifurcate my heart so I could LOVE you both..
Then why not?
This is a very complicated situation for me...
and as days go by,
it keeps on breaking my heart
To see myself torn between the two of you.

My heart says I love him more
No, heart says I still love you
When I'm with you,
I think about him.
But when I'm with him,
I think about you.
My heart is confused...

I hate your bad ways,
But I still love you.
I like him for being him,
Which makes me love him more and more.
My friends hate you,
but I still love you.
My friends like him,
And I love him for that.

This can't be forever,
But who should I choose?

Mar 6, 2009

A Tribute to Francis Magalona

This is a tribute to Francis Magalona...

This is a shocking news for me. It saddens me to know that I will never see him again in Eat Bulaga. He is a very talented artist and very patriotic. I admire him for staying positive in spite of his illness. This is a big loss in the industry but I know that he had lived a very beautiful life.

Feb 26, 2009

Let's Talk About Perfumes

Women are really vain! Most of us wanted to wear perfume before we leave our house even if we just stay at home. Well, who can't blame us if there are really lots of good perfumes and colognes out there. I'm not really into the brand of a certain cologne or perfume but I just can't resist the smell of Victoria's Secret-Endless love and my all time favorite which is Cool Water by Daviduff. These are just my two specific brands. I don't have much perfumes but I have a lot of colognes that you can just buy on the grocery store but they do smell good. But recently, I got interested with Talk Perfume wherein I'm able to get reviews of different perfumes and colognes. What I like about this site is that I get to have an idea on which one to buy especially when I'm just buying online.

Be Man Enough!

I hate guys who cannot stand by their decision. I don't really appreciate that! Imagine, he would tell me that he loves me with all his heart but he keeps on hurting me and telling me words that tear my heart into pieces. If you love me then why do you have to tell me those words? Be man enough and don't hurt my feelings!

If you love me then why when we were on the rocks that you would change your decisions every other time? You'll still fight for me and then let's just be friends and still fight for me and then wanna break me up 'coz I hurt you? Which is which? I get so confused that I couldn't decide that time.

If you are man enough why do you have to degrade my self-esteem? You would always compare me to your ex-girlfriends! And I don't think a true man can do that! What hurts me most is that you are obliging me to buy you things I cannot afford. I'm not your mother, not even your wife! And then compare me again to your ex-girlfriend who can afford to buy you all those precious things. Daymn! You don't need a girlfriend! You need a sugar mommy. Another thing that's affecting my self-esteem is when you told me I'm ugly, I'm "pandak" (small), you're girlfriend is prettier, they are richer, and you don't even know why you loved me! What the heck! If it's just a pity then you must really go before I burst out!

And lately, (this just proves that you are not a man) you called me telling me you missed me? What the f*ck, I thought you already gave up? Then what do you mean by that. You even told me that you would still fight for me and then after that day you'd tell me again that you were hurt so much about everything I've done to you and... give up again?

You're driving me crazy!!!

All I can say to you is if you really love me then give your best shot, try to win me back (if you can) and leave your b*tch! But if you really had given up then leave me alone! I'm better off alone with a fake man! This is really a GOODBYE for us. I've got ten thousand reasons why I should dump you and million reasons why I shouldn't stay with you.

*Thanks to my blog 'coz I can show the whole world how much I hate you now.

Feb 22, 2009

Privacy on the Internet

No matter how careful we are in securing our important files and information, some people out there are still good in invading our privacy in the internet. But with vpn they can be safe and rest assured that they're in good hands. Nothing is really safe nowadays in the internet. Good thing I found vpn that can help me with my confidential information.

Feb 20, 2009

I Have To Move On

Well... Those are just part of my memories now. What we had was a really great relationship but had ended so soon. Well, at least I have loved and learned a lot from it. For almost two years of our relationship, I can say that I had loved him with all my life and it's time for me to love myself. Unfortunately, we didn't had a good closure but I'm still quite happy that my sufferings and emotional aches have ended. It's time for me to love another man. I know he's okay now and he's loving a new girl. That's life, we have to stay positive. I know we had made plans on marrying each other and having our own kids but they're just plain memories now. Well, that's life we love and break up and love a new one and might break up again. Life is full of surprises that sometimes we don't understand why someone has to go and ended up with questions. I know time will heal.

Just a part of my memory now.

Feb 18, 2009

Lady Gaga's Hair Style

Have you noticed Lady Gaga's hair style? The one's with the bow made of hair? I wonder if it's her real her but it's cute anyway and it caught my attention. I also noticed that hair style in her music video "Poker Face." I love hairstyles that are catchy like hers. I wish I could also wear hair styles but not exactly the same with Lady Gaga, no that catchy.

Feb 16, 2009

Choices

I know I've got two choices whether should I stay or leave. And I have to choose which one would be better for me and have to disregard the one that would hurt me. If I'm hurtin' then why must I stay? If I'm not happy anymore, why should I still stick with it? If it's love that's only left, then why?

Even if I choose either of them, it would still hurt me so I must choose which one would give me pain but will heal as time flies.

It is my love that makes me want to stay with you, but the pain you've caused me wants to leave you.

Feb 13, 2009

Happy Valentine's Day

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Happy Valentine's Day Everyone!!!

Feb 12, 2009

First Love

I always hoped that my first love would be my last. But time was so unkind... I was expecting all the way that he would be the one for the rest of my life. I guess the saying that nothing lasts forever was right after all. What's important is that I've learned how to love and I know that I've been happy for the times that we've spent together although they are just part of my memories now. I've learned a lot of things and I know that I'll never forget this such wonderful relationship that we had. Sad to say, it just didn't work out for the two us. Maybe, we're not really meant for each other. Maybe, we have different views in life. Maybe, I fell out of love. And maybe, he's not really meant for me. But I still believe that no matter what happens if we were really meant to be, then no matter how long it takes, we will still be together. But both of us were hurt so badly that I couldn't speak in front of him. Yes, it took me so long to speak out. I'm still hoping for a good closure and happy ending although we couldn't really call this as a happy ending. I wish him all the best and he will always have a place in my heart. Yes, there's no turning back and we gotta move on.

Feb 6, 2009

New Social Netwok Site

I love joining social network sites. In fact, I'm a member of almost all of the known sites in the internet. Right now, I just registered to Acobay. The newest and hippest networking site. What makes this site unique is that you get to share some stuffs like the latest gadgets you have, the cars you drive, movies you love to watch and other things. You'll be able to get ideas and recommendations from other members. Acobay is a unique networking site that you might want to try. I have already registered and I'm able to find new gadgets and other stuffs that I also want to have someday. Thanks for the help of Acobay members.

Butchie's Teeth


This picture was taken when Butchie was just a cute puppy and his permanent teeth are starting to grow. He's teeth looks funny for me. He looks like a donkey. I can't imagine how his teeth grow fast. Before I posted this picture, his teeth are now complete. Woah... It was really faster than I ever thought...

Feb 3, 2009

Treatment Center for Addiction

More and more people get addicted to alcohol and drugs. Some of them will need a rehabilitation and I guess some of them don't want to be rehabilitated. When we think about rehabilitation, we feel as if we will not be comfortable in that place. But rapid opiate rehab is a place where the client is removed from his or her old environment and placed in a safe, supportive environment. You will never feel that you're in a rehabilitation because of its nice ambiance. rapid opiate rehab provides you with what you need and your concerns will be their priority.

Feb 2, 2009

My Friend's Cat

My friend from UK just sent me some of her cat's pictures. Actually, she just wanted to show me the picture of snow in her place since it is already snowing there. But then she also included her cat in the pictures. Hannah the cat, is so cute and cuddly. She's chubby and I love chubby cats!I guess my friend sent me Hannah's picture because she knows that we are both cat lovers. Anyways, here are the pictures that she sent me:
The tree that has no leaves is an apple. I wish I could plant apples on our yard here in the Philippines but too bad they never grow here.
Jaran!!! It's Hannah Banana!
Ooooppppssss!!! I wonder what she's doing in this picture.
Just enjoying herself on the snow.
I wonder how cold in this place right now? But hey! I still wanna try to go to a snowy place like this. I wish I could go there someday. Hehe
Hannah! Look at meehhh!!!!

Jan 28, 2009

My 1920's Name



Your 1920's Name is: Dovie Vivienne



You're the Bee's Knees



Cute!!! How I wish this is my real name. It is very unique. Aight?!

Jan 27, 2009

New Pinay YouTube Sensations

Charice Pempengco has been a very successful international singer ever since her videos has made a lot of hits on YouTube. She was able to meet Ellen Degeneres, Celine Dione, Oprah Winfrey and other Hollywood Stars.

Another Pinay, this time two Pinays are making their way to stardom when Ellen DeGeneres invited them to her show - "The Ellen DeGeneres Show." The Duo, who are better known as "RIN ON THE ROX" have almost 72,000 subscribers in their YouTube channel.

Rin or Erin Paula is a pure pinay (20 years old) and Rox or Roxanne is half white. They are based in California, USA.

"Recently, I found these two singers on the internet. These two girls are singing in the bathroom. So they are fantastic. If you are watching right now, please, please come on the show if you are watching. We have a wonderful bathroom here... But seriously, you are great. So please, please come on the show if you would like to," ... Ellen DeGeneres

These are some of the videos I've watched from their YouTube Channel:





You can watch more of their videos here: Rin on the Rox


*I should give credit to their YouTube channel for posting their videos here on my blog. I hope they wouldn't be mad at me.

Moving On by LeToya Luckett


Just getting used to waking up everyday
Not seeing your face
I just began to stop setting your place
And I stop longing for your warm embrace
And it was God that made me able
To finally sleep at night
Though you're not by my side
Finally I don't hardly cry
See right when I start letting go
Somebody wants to let me know
Can they take your place
No they can't fill your space
No

I tried to move on but you're not gone
Cuz in my heart you still live on
See now I know why
I'll never love another for the rest of my life
And why
Now that you're gone I'm holdin' on
And deep in my heart
I wanna move on
And now I know why
I'll never love another for the rest of my life

I finally put your cloths away
You know the ones you wore the day
That you were taken away from me
I just began to stop wearing my ring
And I finally stop playin' our song
Whe I realizied I was dancin' alone and
Finally God gave me strength
To go on and breath again
See right when I start letting go
Somebody wants to let me know
Can they take your place
No they can't fill your space
No

I tried to move on but you're not gone
Cuz in my heart you still live on
See now I know why
I'll never love another for the rest of my life
And why
Now that you're gone I'm holdin' on
And deep in my heart
I wanna move on
And now I know why
I'll never love another for the rest of my life

Now that you're gone I'm holdin' on
And deep in my heart
I wanna move on
And now I know why
I'll never love another for the rest of my life

God knows it's time for me to move on
I want to feel alive again
I want to be in love again
And no matter how hard I try
I can't erase you from my mind
And I gotta find somebody new
But I just can't give over you

I tried to move on but you're not gone
Cuz in my heart you still live on
See now I know why
I'll never love another for the rest of my life
And why
Now that you're gone I'm holdin' on
And deep in my heart
I wanna move on
And now I know why
I'll never love another for the rest of my life

Torn by LeToya Luckett



Torn - LeToya Luckett

A part of me wants to leave you alone.
A part of me wants for you to come home.
A part of me says I'm living a lie.
(And I'm better off without you.)
A part of me says to think it through.
A part of me says I'm over you.
A part of me wants to say goodbye.
A part of me is asking why...

[Pre-Chorus:]
A part of me wants to leave.
But a part of me wants to be here with you.
And everytime I think we're over and done you do something to get me back loving you.
And you got me just torn.

[Chorus:]
Torn in between the two. (Oh yeah)
Cuz I really wanna be with you.
But something's telling me I should leave you alone. (I really want to be with you)
Leave you alone.
Leave you alone.
And you got me just torn in between the two. (In between the two)
Cuz I really wanna be with you. (Be with you)
But something's telling me I should leave you alone. (You alone)
Leave you alone.
Leave you alone.

[Verse 2:]
There were no issues when we started out.
It was cool.
It was everything that love's about.
But something happened.
Plus I'm feeling so burnt out.
(Cuz I can't understand you now.) Now oh
(I just can't understand you now.)
A part of me says it's all my fault.
A part of me says "he ain't what you want."
A part of me says to get my bags.
A part of me says I can't do that.

[Pre-Chorus:]
A part of me wants to leave.
But a part of me wants to be here with you.
And everytime I think that it's over and done you make me fall back in love.
You got me just torn.

[Chorus:]
Torn in between the two. (Between the two)
Cuz I really wanna be with you. (Be with you)
But something's telling me I should leave you alone.(You alone)
Leave you alone.
Leave you alone.
And you got me just torn in between the two. (Torn in between the two)
Cuz I really wanna be with you. (Really wanna be with you)
But something's telling me I should leave you alone. (Telling me I should leave)
Leave you alone. (Alone)
Leave you alone. (Alone)

[Bridge:]
So many times I... (I was ready to go)
So many times I... (Had my foot out the door)
So many times I... (I thought to give him a chance, thought he'd be a better man)
Now I'm sitting here and I'm so confused.
Cuz I keep fighting myself for you. (I don't know how much more I can take but I can't feel this way)
(You got me so torn)

[Chorus:]
Torn in between the two. (Oh yeah)
Cuz I really wanna be with you. (I really wanna be with you)
But something's telling me I should leave you alone.
Leave you alone.
Leave you alone. (But I don't know)
And you got me just torn in between the two. (Should I stay or should I go)
Cuz I really wanna be with you. (I don't know)
But something's telling me I should leave you alone. (You alone)
Leave you alone.
Leave you alone. (You alone)

And you got me just torn in between the two. (I'm torn in between the two)
Cuz I really wanna be with you. (I really wanna be with you)
But something's telling me I should leave you alone. (But I don't know)
Leave you alone.
Leave you alone.

[Repeat 3X]
And you got me just torn in between the two.
Cuz I really wanna be with you.
But something's telling me I should leave you alone.
Leave you alone.
Leave you alone.

Jan 12, 2009

Trying To Move On...



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I know I've been inactive for a couple of days in my blog. I've been so busy with my other commitments especially with my love life. And now, I'm ready to speak up for whatever happened between me and my boyfriend. I mean ex-boyfriend. I know he's been a part of this blog as I've mentioned him on some of my articles here.

Gosh! What am I saying? This is my first break-up that's why it is so painful. I will really miss this guy although we must part ways now. I hope we could be best of friends someday. Breaking him up was never easy for me...
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