Feb 12, 2009

First Love

I always hoped that my first love would be my last. But time was so unkind... I was expecting all the way that he would be the one for the rest of my life. I guess the saying that nothing lasts forever was right after all. What's important is that I've learned how to love and I know that I've been happy for the times that we've spent together although they are just part of my memories now. I've learned a lot of things and I know that I'll never forget this such wonderful relationship that we had. Sad to say, it just didn't work out for the two us. Maybe, we're not really meant for each other. Maybe, we have different views in life. Maybe, I fell out of love. And maybe, he's not really meant for me. But I still believe that no matter what happens if we were really meant to be, then no matter how long it takes, we will still be together. But both of us were hurt so badly that I couldn't speak in front of him. Yes, it took me so long to speak out. I'm still hoping for a good closure and happy ending although we couldn't really call this as a happy ending. I wish him all the best and he will always have a place in my heart. Yes, there's no turning back and we gotta move on.

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  1. Oh that's so sad. You posted about your first love so beautifully :)

    I remember mine, it was soooo many years ago now. I thought we were always going to be together as well .. Sadly we both moved on in different directions.

    I don't think you ever completely get over your first love. And you are right they do teach you about love and feelings .

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  2. Thanks, Jules. It's really hard to lose your first love but that's life, we live and we love.

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