Mar 23, 2015

I Will Forever Miss You, Butchie

Last week was one of the saddest moment of my life when I receive a message from my family in the Philippines that my everdearest dog was dying. At first, I was in denial. He was like a human to us all. So I decided to talk to him and I was really shocked when I said my goodbyes and thank you's to him, he suddenly responded with his very weak growls. I broke down the moment I heard his voice. I really cried. I can't believe that my very best buddy is leaving me and I can't even see and hug him anymore. It really hurts a lot now that I'm very far from him. To a dog lover like me, you will understand how I'm feeling right now. Until now, my heart is still aching on loosing one of the most important thing in my life. I treated him more than a pet. I treated him like my real baby. I hope he is happy now. I'm sure he has a life well-lived since we gave all the love we can give to him especially me who loved him from the deepest of my heart. To commemorate his life on earth, I just want to share you some of the pictures I found in my albums. Actually, I got lots of pictures of him.


I remember the very first day I saw you. I immediately hugged you 'coz I found you really cute. And you we're crying a lot that time and the only thing to make you stop was to carry you. I was from work that time and was really tired but you relieved it.


When your teeth were starting to grow, I must admit I always scold you because you broke a lot of things in our house especially my new pair of shoes that I was able to wear only once. So I just bought you a toy instead.


You love biting our rugs. You destroyed all the rugs at home so we just had to use cheap rugs.


You are such a very playful doggie. We get to play almost everyday when I was still at home. There's no dull moment at home because of you.


Those simple joys you show us everytime we bring you home your favorite bones. It's priceless for me to see you very happy wagging your tail.


The way you entertained my friends. You really made them happy.


You love to sleep on our sofa so we bought a mat for you and you are really a smart dog because you only lie on the part where we put the mat.


I love hugging you. We've got lots of pictures together. Every morning when I woke up, the very first thing I would do was to hug you and you would put your head on my shoulder. That was so sweet of you.


I will forever miss your smiles. You became immune on posing in front of the camera because I love taking pictures of you. 


I will forever miss you my baby, my best friend, best buddy, protective friend, loyal friend, my nephew. I will forever appreciate all the things you've done to me and to my family. I love your very much, Butchie. :(
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