Jul 15, 2009

To My Family

It's really devastating for me when I feel like my family is not supporting me in everything that I do. When all they do is judge without even understanding my situation. You should do this and stop doing that. You know I feel like I'm living under a dictatorship. I've got my own plans for my self and family and I hate them for telling me what to do and what not to do. All I need is their support and understanding. I'm not rebelling or anything but I wanna be me. I wanna do want I want.

They cannot just say, "Hey! stop working from your online job and apply to any hospitals or much better abroad." Yes, I wanted to do that but first, I need money for my applications and other stuff. Where will I get money if you're no longer giving me a peso? I really wanted to work as a nurse but I don't wanna hurry.

I'm not asking for any amount anymore and I work hard just to earn a living for myself. Please understand that and don't get mad at me if you feel like I'm not interested or focusing on my career as a nurse. I'm still focused and very much interested to be a nurse. I really do love my profession it's just that I have to earn for myself. It's really my pride that I can support myself.

I love my online job and I'm so thankful that I found Odesk. Without Odesk, I'm not really sure how I've survived. I can still remember when I worked as a volunteer nurse, they didn't give me allowance for it and Odesk was there to help. My memories are still fresh when I tried to ask for allowance since it's hard to work for 2 jobs but then after a month you stopped giving me so I had no choice but to work for my online job. I need money for my fare and food.

I can't make any miracle so please think about my situation. Have you ever asked yourself where am I getting money when you don't give me a single cent? Where am I getting money to spend for my applications? Where am I getting money to pay my own bills (broadband and landline),my personal needs, my clothes and other stuffs? Have you asked your self about that?

Jul 5, 2009

Iza's Despedida Dinner

Last Friday, we had a Despedida Dinner at Jay J's 'coz it would take so long to see my friend Iza again because she's going abroad the next day. It was fun after all, although some were not able to get there.
After the dinner, we headed our way to Tagaytay instead of going home.

Result, I wasn't able to work when I arrived at home, it was already 3 a.m. in the morning and I was so sleepy but all I did was to talk and share stories with my friend 'coz she stayed in our house.

I hope we could another get together because I really had fun. Besides, I don't get to enjoy this things since I'm very busy with my homebased job.

Jul 3, 2009

Lovely Blog Awards vs. Best Blog Award

Thank you so much sis utotmopink for this wonderful awards. I really appreciate it a lot when someone gives me an award.

The rules for these awards are:
- Accept the award, post it on your blog together with the name of the person who has granted the award and his or her blog link.
- Pass the award to 15 other blogs that you’ve discovered. Remember to contact the bloggers to let them know they have been chosen for this award.

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